Saturday, October 5, 2013

Internal warfare


Maybe I was like the rest
Taking and using for the gleam
It takes awhile to let a newbie catch her breath
With a smile like yours

Once a stride was set
I sought beyond the convention
Your glance speaks volumes
to those who take the time to translate.

For a moment you may have allowed yourself
To give in to what you most crave
It's an inward battle waged first by others
Ones that were at one time trusted.

Do you really want the real?
Yet having too much fun to take its grasp
Or are you serving penance
For past transgressions

Damn those who've taken your glimmer
only for you to replace it with cheaper glare.
Paint it over with half-truths and leather cuffs
Edged out those who care

I blame them for a portion
You blame them for a part
Well honestly you blame them for it all
But they’re never going to know it

And they won’t end this war.
They left it for you to want to wage alone.
A peer into a chasm that light's not seen for a score.
Is it too late to relight the pilot that's been neglected?

Let me trace your name on my skin
Show them you deserve it
It’s the simplest war game password
To blow them all away

But you won’t pull the pin.



Wednesday, July 17, 2013

A public short discord

Long haired and shallow eyed
Darting across the room
I've seen you before can't place it yet
Down the hall or in my tomb

Why do you only stare
Is the skirt a level enticingly so?
Grab up your bag and take the seat
Or am I your distant hoe?

Wall it up
Tear it down
I see my way
Through your crowd

Wall it up
Tear it away
I see my life
Come through a daze

What's next to write about a time
That passed like normal day
Exchange of looks and wondering ifs
But that's all you tend to say

The encounter ends no more a blink
A public short discord 
Change on the seat, this all there is
Well now who's the whore?

Wall it up
Tear it down
I see my way
Through your crowd

Wall it up
Tear it away
I see my life
Come through a daze

I see my life
So many ways

Friday, June 14, 2013

Stick Hit Heart



I have a problem
Concrete as day. He wouldn’t play
This part of me won’t fit the you

Come take the fall
Step closer near. Kicked out of gear
Heart hand in mine turned up and blue

Oh

Get to this problem
Be in there now.   Please tell me how
Hit sticks and tambourines make up your shout

Blocked from the love
It wants a try.  It’s do but why
And that’s just what this song’s about

Oh

Dear darling problem
I’m standing near.  Awaiting clear
Want what those others can’t live without

Do you know love
Well sure you do.  Forgot it’s true
And now you know what the song’s about

And now you know what the song’s about