speaking of an epiphany...by Jenny Bates
Sunday, March 30, 2014
the sweetest disaster
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Internal warfare
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
A public short discord
Friday, June 14, 2013
Stick Hit Heart
Concrete as day. He wouldn’t play
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
I'm not.
I’m not sad – I’m just waiting.
Waiting for something I thought I had a thousand times over.
This seat isn’t as comfortable I once made it long ago when seconds seemed longer.
They flower quickly now.
I’m not happy – I’m just trained.
Showing others and myself the face I want to see.
It takes more energy than before as there is less fuel in the soul to charge it.
Fuel is scarcer these days.
I’m not crazy – at least I hope not.
Though craziness wouldn’t be too bad of a label.
That feeling would be familiar, as I’ve crossed that line many times before.
Repeatable newness might be welcomed.
I’m not sad – I’m just waiting.
And
waiting shouldn’t be like this.
Monday, July 26, 2010
be here
Pleasepleaseplease be with me here, now,
On the same level, on the same playing field
Step inside my world, my bubble
It is yours too
Without question without fear
Match me
Read my mind
Feel my breath
Just know
And be
Fully here with me
Now
Please